PANATA KO !

Sa pagpasok ng panibagong taon
ako'y nagpapasalamat panginoon
Panibagong umaga ay haharapin ngayon
na may ngiti at aral mula sa kahapon

Ang signos raw na haharapin
kinatakutan, balita'y nagpasalinsalin
May naniwala't may nanalangin
ako nama'y nanindigang kami'y sasagipin

Kay raming bagyo sa bansa ay dumaan
malalaking alon humampas sa pampang
mga kontrobersyang samin ay gumulantang
Panginoon, kapayaapan ay sayo lang nakamtan

Maring bagong batas na pinatupad
mga bagay namakapagbabago raw sating landas
ngunit kung bawat tao'y kapos palad
Hindi parin sigurado kung ang batas ay magiging patas.

Sa buhay ko ay may mga pagbabago
ngunit ang tao ay hindi marunong makuntento
sa panibagong taon na ito, Panginoon ko.
Magsisikap pa po ako ng todo.

Magsisipag at magaaral po ako
tutuparin ang mga pangarap ko
tutulong sa mg magulang ko
at magiging kapakipakinabang sa bayan ko.

No Blogging, No Tumblr and No Wattpad

   So do you experience having your laptop on your side 24/7 ??? If yes, I know the feeling to. It's like anytime you would love to open your facebook account and update status, you can just sit at one corner then shoot! your updated. And when something enters your mind and you'll love to blog about it,you'll just think how will you compose your great paragraphs then blast! you've blogged already. How Imiss those times when I can go online almost everyday. Urrrgggg I remember sleeping late at night just to read others post and creating my own too.

   Grrrr I'm so so so so depressed when my laptop shuts down. Yah, it's just like, I turned it off and when I was about to open it , it won't. I tried repeatedly but nah! It didn't work. So in short, I lost my laptop. Huhuhu I destroyed it .So deym. So I always went to computer shops just to rent one computer to finish my assignments. Obviously, I've been veeeeeery busy in this first semester. It's a total blast for me. New environment, new works and strange professors who loves piling our research works and will sent us to different places in the metro to conduct interviews,tours, and documentaries. See how hectic my schedule was ?? Urgh I'm sotired and HONESTLY, I'm not used to this kind of stress. Oh well that's my reasons of being gone. Hohoho being so lazy updating my blog and so much more.

    Enough of the dramas. I just want to get my laptop back. See, almost 5 months!!!! I haven't come to someone to fix it. Hmpfk, hope you know my reason. BUDGET! (will someone sponsor me ??) But this Christmas break,I'm looking forward to fix my laptop and get back to my hobby. I badly missed blogging and going online for 5 hours straight hihi.

   Well,guys, I have so much to tell about. Lots of "first-time's" and lots of new experiences. Ugh, hopeIcan still shared those to you guys ^U^  BEING POSITIVE NOW.

Mga kuha sa MANILA ZOO

                                           

marami pang mga imahe sa mga susunod na araw ^____^

Taas noo ko pong sinasabing ako at ako at ako ang may kuha ng\mga litrato na nakikita niyo.

BWAHAHAHAHA ^O^

BUWAN NG WIKA !

Bilang pakikiisa sa buwan ng wika, gusto ko sanang magsumikap na gumawa ng mga artikulo sa aking blog na nasa filipino ang miyum..... Kung may mali man ako sa mga terminolohiya at iba pang tagalog na lenggwaheng mali ang grammar o hindi kaya ang spelling ay pagpasensiyahan niyo na po.

Makiisa po tayo.

Meeting a terror PROFESSOR !

   Yeah right !! I just started my serious week as a college student . Well , kinda boring at the first week because there was only 2 to 3 professors that come and meet us . Traditionally first week is the adjustment area where we do nothing but full of introductions. But now that the 3rd week of school is coming along , where facing some strict rules and regulations already.

   (>__<) HUH !! We just met 2 terror professor that gonna ruin our college life . Uwaaah !! ( O.A ) Not that exaggerated but I guess they might be ?? Rumors from the higher years advice us to be more grade conscious for there are some prof's who really gives so low grades . Now , we met this prof who was said as a terror one. 1 minute passed  and nothing happened but after 3 hours of that eencounter . We feel that we already can't breath . It is because of those so many requirements and indeed , it was not jost requirements but so , so hard requirements . He's very strict in time , or in attendance and in the proper attire . His house rules are so uuuurgh !!

   Pray for me people . I might get 3 on my card and I don't want that . I'm DESPERATELY having some troubles now but I'm gonna cope up with all this adjustment in my college life . Hey , hey !! Gonna blog all the happenings SO WATCH OUT !!!

First Day in College

    My first day in College ?? Quite exciting . There were butterflies on my stomach and I can't sleep the day before it . I'm entering the Polytechnic University of the Philippines , a state University in the Philippines as a college student now . ( ^_^)/ I'm very much excited to meet other people specially my block mates and seniors which I already met through facebook. Facebooking really help me to connect and enjoy chatting with my future and now present blockmates. Although our class starts too late ( June 19 ) at least we already knew each other and expect that our first day would not be too boring .

a photo after our lunch with new college friends

        Our schedule time is not that hectic so we were not at the "HAGARDNESS" stage for now . By the way if I had some time I'll try to upload my schedule here. I'm taking PNR (  Philippine National Railways ) as my way of commuting but luckily , sarcastically speaking , that deym PNR left me. So what do I expect . I'M LATE ON MY FIRST DAY ! WATTA ! So lucky because when I arrived , our professor is not yet in and he's late also. Some introduction to our subjects and so on . There was some changes in our curriculum that made us yield ! One of our subject was change and now , we are the first batch who will be learning 4 languages ( Mandarin , Spanish , French , Nihongo ) in our Foreign Language class  (^o^) and that was fantastic !!


     We do election of the class officers after introducing ourselves one by one in front . We are 55 in all!
My known friends in facebook won the highest position and I'm happy for them . Me ?? na'ah !! I don't wann ashoukder any responsibilities for now . I just wanna focus on my studies and take life serious for now on !
We took our break time and then back to our class room.



     Everything went well on m first day and I'm very happy to meet my block mates , the person whom I will be at the nest 4 years to come . GOD BLESS TO US AND MAY THE POWER OF GOD GUIDE US ON OUR STUDIES .

One Short Love story

 FORBIDDEN LOVE .

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I am a girl who see's the world transparent. I look at it with my two eyes wide open .

I am a girl who learn to see the world as dark as it can be. I was a girl who discovers the d*mn part of life . 

The world , the life . They are so unfair .

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I am a boy who see's the world at it's worst. I look at it with my eyes closed but my heart open . 

I am a boy who learns to see the brighter side of the world . I was a boy who discovers the beuty beyond my dark world.

The world rotates . The life has its own cycle  though , they are both unfair !!

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I saw a girl sitting by the road. Her teary eyes caught my attention . Her angelic face , magnets my eyes . Her aura pulls my heart down .This undefined feeling leads me to a conclusion that in a glance I knew I fell inlove with this strange beautiful creature.

I stared at her almost an hour . Never took my eyes away from her. Never waste time to look at her . 

A man came to her direction . Gets her hand up then rapidly pulls her . I saw her looking at me . Her eyes was full of unknown burden . I saw the sadness and the pain in her . I just saw an angel in mournful situation . I don't know what to feel , what to do ! I wanted to run and be her hero but I just can't . 

That girl that I saw was really an angel. She's to high to reach . She's beyond my world. That girlis my fantasy. A fantasy of mine that I know will never come true. 

I still find ways to stole some glimpse of her. I still find tricks to See her beautiful face. II just can't control myself. Hence of my situation . Hence of this d*mn status in life. I still want to see my star. My moon . My life .

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I knew this boy . This pathetic boy who always peeps on my window. This boy who always looks at me from a distance.  This  boy whom I wish to be my savior , This boy who stole my heart . 

Every night I dream of him . Wishing and begging God to give him the strenght to save me . Every morning is a new hope . I always have faith .

And yes , I the girl from the mansion , the girl from a far , the heir of a powerful family fell inlove with a stranger . 

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Finally I get the chance to talk to her . Laugh with her . 

This day of committed sin was the best day for me . I was delighted and a spark of bright light appears in my life . There's a brighter side of the world waiting for me with this angel beside me .Yes , this angel beside me brought the hope. He took all in me,everything, but thank God  he left one girl who means everything to me. 

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I committed a sin , but I committed it happy . For the first time in myy life , I got the chance to laugh , to love . For the first time in my life I'm free. For the first time in my life I'm happy . It's all because of him . That boy made me complete . He really made me complete .

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" SLAAAP "

"starting today you are not allowed to go out of this house without my permission . I will not allow that idiot to see you anymore. I won't allow your f***'n relation go deeper .. Don't you ever forget Agatha , you are into marry Andrew. Don't even dare to refuse or else your boy will suffer "

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We fight for our love . We fight for our relation . But who am I , a poor guy who have nothing to give to my angel. A poor guy who can't promise anything but love. What a world ! ! 

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I will never surrender . This is my chance to have my freedom . I will never give up. My life , my love , my boy , I will always fight for him .

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Yes , she did it ! She did not give up , she did not surrender . I'm the one who looses the game. I'm affraid to take away everuthing from her. I'm afraid she might looe all that she have now just because of me . I failed. I surrender . 

But before I leave I made a deal with her parents beefore I give my angel back to them . 

" Here's my life , my angel . I'm giving her back to you. I don't wan't her to be hurt . I don't wanna see tears rolling down her face . Take good care of her . Let';s make a deal before I go. !! "

" then what was it ?? proove your worth of our daughter ! proove it then I will allow hr to marry you "

" Yah , that was exactly what i wanted to say ! someday I will return . I will comeback for my angel . That day , I will stand in front of you , chin up and I'll ensure you that I already have everything ."

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Why ? why ? why ?

why did hee go ? where did he go ? 

who can answer my quetions ? ... tears are rushing . They fall faster than ever from my eyes .

I can't bare the pain anymore. I can't !

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I work hard . Study hard . Live hard .

I did everything . I suffer with pain and loneliness.

I'm longing and misssing my angel but this is all for her .

** Almost 6 years of living life as hard as it can be . I finally got something .

I got the diploma and the degree . I got the companyu ang the postion .

I got money and power . But I still don't have everything when I don't have my angel.

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I search and search and search for my Agatha . .

through 1 year of investigation of the long lost daughter of the most powerful family last 6 years ago .

I found myself standing infront of a tomb .

CONFUSED .

FRUSTRATED .

MISSING .

LONGING .

I don't know what to do . My face has no expression . My hands and knees are shaking .

My lips want's to speak but there's no word coming out . 

I didn't notice those tears running down my face . 

"Agatha my angel . Agatha my angel . "

I fell down . I can't control myself anymore .

An old woman come infront of me holding a letter

" Last 6 years ago ,  Mr. and Ms. Hormes gave this to me with 100 , 000 thousand pesos , They instructed me that whenever  I saw a man come here and see him crying as if he's not a man . I should give this letter to him "

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the letter says ,

Mom / Dad ,

    For how many years I live the way you wanted me to live . I followed what you wanted me to follow. I never have the chance to be happy . I never got the chance to be complete . Until then I meet Arthur . An idiot ,pathetic and poor boy who gives me everything you failed to give me. He gives me joy . He draw the smile in my face . He gives me love . He gives me a baby . 

   Mom / Dad , I love you so much . Please tell Arthur that I'm fine and happy now. Please don't tell him this . Please tell him I loved hem so much . Tell him that I'm the luckiest girl in the world when I met him .

   Bye mom and dad . I love you so .

                                       

--- Agatha

Smart Decision Making

    Decision making is a hard task to do. You need to think of it once or twice, better yet thrice ! We all need to be smart in making our decisions . People get confuse sometimes and the outcome are not good.


    I am a teenager and yes , I'm having a hard time coming up on my decisions. I just think of it once then everything is okay but the its not okay after all. I don't waste time giving importance into choosing my decision so I always end messed up. Well I have this crazy minds and crazy thought that control my actions so I can't blame my self . mwahahaha , I'm just trying everything life offers me ! ( anu daw ?? haha)

    Like for example blogging . When I first blog I really love it . I've been active for a couple of months then after that I get tired of it . Well , try another one like online part time job hunting . I wasted lots of my time here and then get bored.  I can say that I am so moooooodyy . as in MOODY .Sometimes i thought that I'm a bipolar person ! harhar. But well , I can be as prrofessional as I can and pretend that I'm genius but then I can't do that for a long time because I get sick of it . I am easily to disturb and to be interrupt.  So I am loosing my focus on one thing.

  I getting out of the topic. Anyways, in connection to that , in short I am so trying hard in making decisions like what I want or what I need to do. I will decide this and later I will choose another one . haaaaist what unpredictable attitude I have. I'm tired and sick of this . I can't really stick to one interest.

Distance

Yeah ! I just like this

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