O.M.G

 AT AN AGE OF A TEEN .
is it normal to feel this love ?? Because as of now I could gradually say that I am DEEPLY IN LOVE  with my boy :))  I can't do anything but to burst it out . All the things I am seeing was too coherent with him . How tremendous feeling I always felt when I'm with him >.< Ridiculous me ! But I can't hide it . I am truly in loved :))
 I feel complete . how spontaneous I am when I'm with him . Getting crazier each of the moment that past . I had admired all of his capabilities as well as his abilities . His smile and mysterious personality . How I loved his arrive !!!

  I am happy, contented , and I feel safe while I'm with him. His splendid personality fits my crazy like's and hates .

DECISION

     What is a decision ?? Based on the dictionary it was an act of deciding or a judgement . But for you guys , what do think this word means ? If you will ask me , my answer will be this:

      For me DECISION is simply choosing !! Choosing where you will go . What path will you take and whom will be your companions . Making decision is not that easy. Me, as I made decisions, I always prepare myself for its consequences . Its because I know that in every action / decision there was an opposite reaction or consequences. Just like what Isaac Newton's Theory of opposite and equal reaction. As early as a kiddo we should be preparing in how to decide for our selves. It is not all the time that our parents will be there to choose what would be the best for us. We should be independent in our simple ways. Yes! deciding is hard when it comes to delicate matters, such as love life, family problems or other deeper one involving difficult things .. I have decided too many times in my life, and as I have done. I admit that there are decisions were I failed. There are some decisions where I lost, and some is where I learned. I failed . Yes. I remember when I
decided not taking my MATH subject seriously. My drowsiness attacks whenever our subject teacher in math enters the room. How irresponsible I am :)) I choose to be it and at the end of grading, I harvested low grade.... Its my karma. A consequence of my decision . No hard feelings to my teacher, I calmly accepted what I planted. And I learn from it. I promised to work for my subject for the sake of my grades.... I ave a goal. And at the end of the school year. I reached that goal. I earned my grades. A high grade :))

       I wrote about this topic because of a friend . A dear friend of mine who had failed in deciding about love. She had a long distance relationship, but she get tired of it. Another boy entered his life. She needs to choose whom will stay and whom will go.. First guy loved her too much but distance is there. Second guy had feelings for her and always besides her. She decided to choose the second guy. They last for 3 MONTHS.. But then after this time scale, the guy had another girl. Another girl who he thinks surpass my friend. The guy broke up with her. My friend end up crying :(( . Yes I was there. I knew it will happen. But the decision is not on my hands. I let my friend choose. I supported her. But then again, some decisions are made to fail and to learn from them . I just stood beside her and said " YOU WERE ONCE HAPPY IN THIS DECISION, FOR CHOOSING THAT GUY. YOU ONCE ENJOYED HIS COMPANY. NOW THAT YOU FAiLED... ACCEPT WITH NO REGRET ".

      We are not perfect beings. We have faults. Right and wrongs. In our every decision, we must take consequences. Life is a game of deciding, of choosing. Even if we took practices and try to master the ability in how to perfect a decision making, our destiny are not on our hands. Still GOD plans our path . But we can change it by doing good decisions .

------------ am I right ????

lost my article

 Do you know whats the worst thing i have done this day ?????
  -----  Its when I deleted my First Ever, seriously made and with full effort typed article ......
My continuation  of my blog " CHILDHOOD DAYS " , have deleted it.
grrrrrrrr...... My mind will boost. I give 1 hour writing that article then in just one click I lost it all :/
Its what i hate in typing.... I always do forgot saving an important article before I do necessary thing ..
hmmmm... how will i brought back that one.. huhu .. I am very dis appointed. I have no courage to write for today. I will just sleep and tomorrow I will write another one.( I hope I could )

----HATE IT VERY MUCH .. grrrrrr

CHILDHOOD DAYS

    Years just past by in a glance. Hours seems like a second. Days are like hours. It seems like yesterday I was just a kid. Playing with other children. Innocent and pure. I can still remember my childhood days. When all was too easy for me. When I knew no problem at all. When life seems to be a big game and I will play it fare and square. When the world seems too big in my eyes and the right and wrong  are not that clear. The toys are just around . And my laughter just fill my parents day. When I woke up until I sleep at night , all their eyes are on me. I got to much attention and feel so love at all. I reminisce all the memories when I felt down. It made me smile a little. When I giggle and roll all around, people around me will laugh. My little works made them happy. In my number of words, they gave too many meanings. I guess I misses all these things.

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I LOVE CHOCOLATES

     Back when I was a kid, I remember crying for some candies, junk foods and chocolates. I absolutely love sweets. Thats why when I grew a bit older ( 8 or 9 ) my teeth are damage.They are not that good to look at :( .I do brush my teeth everyday but still I can't make my teeth beautiful :) . As a child I keep wondering why......When the time comes that I understand why is it like that, a thought comes to my mind. CHOCOLATES, CHOCOLATES..its the cause why my teeth is damage!!! hmmmmmm... Will i stop eating chocolate ?? NO I WON'T :). I still eat too much chocolates. Its the time that I don't stop brushing my teeth everyday. I don't skip even 1 moment trice a day brushing my teeth. And when my milk teeth were gone. And my permanent teeth starts growing I slowdown eating sweets.

     Now I just can't stop this addiction in sweets. When I'm happy I eat chocolate. Specially when I'm down. I eat chocolate. As far as I know scientist proven that it can lessen bad vibrations because it contains something ( oh! i don't know what it is .) For me its one way of escaping from reality to a peaceful world. I found silence when I eat chocolates , specially when dark choco's.Oh! I love it. Now that I am a teen and I care too much for the so called outer appearance I took good care of my teeth , but I won't stop my habit. I won't ever stop eating choco's :))

HELLO KiTTY

    A fancy stuff.  A cute little kitty. At first I don't mind her. But one time when I was alone, when it seems that the world fell in front of me, I saw Hello Kitty in a corner of my room. Looks like she's staring at me !! She doesn't have the lips to smile or to frown even. I guess she has that POKER FACE. But no! because her eyes speaks. I don't know what crazy thing comes to my mind when I picked up this stuff and hug it tight.I felt  comforted and loved. Since then I started loving her. Whenever or where ever  I saw Hello Kitty, I can't stop smiling. Now I admit that I am a HELLO KiTTY FANATiC :))

- Little Miss